Impressions
In searching homes for Taz, an unusual request came from a Sibernet member living in Alaska. Seeking strong willed, calculating, perceptive, problem solving and resourceful dogs for her competition sled team, she read of Taz. After a couple of Internet messages, she was willing to pay to have him shipped from Southern California to Alaska. It’s true, Taz is a swift and strong runner that probably could take the team across the tundra, and his calculating intelligence makes him a strong candidate for such challenging work. At the husky gatherings on Sundays, Taz would quickly outdistance the horde of huskies as they raced in a pack around the park. Combined with his intelligence and clever nature, one could easily imagine him taking on the vast, northern wilderness.
The most enticing factor of this offer lay in the actual site of her residence. She lived in a little town outside of Fairbanks, called…are you ready for this…North Pole, Alaska. This town annually receives the most mail for Santa Claus. My mind truly tantalized with the prospects of writing stories about Taz going to work for Santa and how Christmas would NEVER be the same as a result. However, Taz had exhibited a small hop in his gait every so often and although I know he would love the Arctic, his ability for long distance sledding might be questionable.
On the cusp of that decision however, came a contact with a very nice couple in Hollywood Hills. Their former husky had passed away after many faithful years and a traumatic illness. When Robbi and I visited, they brought out photo albums of Tasha on vacation with them–from the beautiful, clear, snowy mountains of Colorado to the gorgeous, lush, tropical mountains of Hawaii. Envious of a dog? You bet! In our weighing the decision, the couple who had lost their only dog, mourned for many months, and now sought another special dog, carried precedence over fun in the snows of Alaska. Travis and Missy, our two very, handsome foster Sibes, went along with Taz as additional options to select in lieu of him. As much as I admire Taz, I have to admit, he looks thin, wolfish and rather ugly in comparison to the lovely pair with him. However, personality does count, and after test runs of all three dogs, the couple decided on Taz. Actually, the husband seemed as taken with Taz as I had been.
As is our adoption policy, we take the dog home with us after the initial meeting rather than risk an impulsive decision over first time impressions. Potential, first time owners are asked to talk it over for 24 hours, consider their family members and the viability of their home for a husky–ie: escape proof, time to spend with dog, house privileges, etc—then finally, to make a firm determination of commitment.
They did and the following Tuesday, I brought Taz to his new home. Normally sedate and quiet in the car, Taz leaped to the front seat, straight and alert when we were within a mile of the house. He knew he had been to this place before and anticipated revisiting. After parking, I opened the door, let him out and he remembered to go up the long flight of stairs to the magnificent, high, hillside home. With the front door already opened in anticipation of his arrival, Taz began checking everything out and made himself to home.
It was an absolute dream. A beautiful home, people who really wanted Taz, and Taz himself, quietly relaxing on the hardwood floor listening to us talking. It seemed so ideal that somewhat nostalgically, I began to wax on a bit about the cleverness, intelligence and obedience of Taz.
Almost on cue, Taz got up and trotted over to me. He gazed lovingly up at me with his ice blue eyes, smiled happily then put his head down and made a familiar sound. In print, it looks like “uuUHRRuuppp—UrRRuuUPH- UUrrRRuuPP —GACKH!” Which translated means, “It’s too late now! Here it comes!”
So, in mid sentence, as I extol the virtues of this fine dog, he vomits a huge, slimy mess at my feet and on a very, expensive carpet. As Peter cleaned up the slimy upheaval with paper towels, I casually glanced around to see if there might be means of escape. Profuse apologies followed, along with analytical explanations that the dog was under stress…somehow knew he was going to a new environment…and may have thought he was being abandoned…uh, uh…. Peter just smiled and took it all in stride.
Changing the subject, I ventured that we should check out the upstairs patio to insure it being Taz escape proof. Up a steep, sweeping staircase the three of us went, Taz’ fluffy tail leading us on.
In a moment there lay before us a beautiful, garden patio with tall, bamboo plants, comfortable furnishings, and rich, lush greenery. A delicate, cascading fountain surrounded by a custom, ebony-tiled built-in Koi pond completed the idyllic environ.
Huskies love pools and digging in them. If you give them any water dish, they have to dig in it until it is sufficiently dirty, or empty, enough for their particular tastes. Considering the pond was about two feet deep, Peter and I figured it seemed a good bet that the fish would have ample room to hide should Taz decide to pursue them. Sure enough, Taz looked in, but found little interest in the fish. However, he did appear fascinated with the gently, spalshing water from the fountain. He casually strolled along the elevated edge of the pond and gingerly put forth a paw to test the water…and promptly fell in head first, vanishing completely under the water.
With his huge splash, a wave of emotions engulfed me. Initially, there loomed concern for the safety of Taz as he had disappeared completely under the water. Shock set in, wondering how Peter would handle this latest indiscretion. Embarrassment followed, as I quickly glanced about on the patio for a rock large enough to crawl under and hide but alas, none was found in time as Taz surfaced in a panic. The dog scrambled out of the pool and over to us for safety. Then he decided to shake. Water, everywhere! I don’t know why people invest in expensive sprinkler systems when they could just douse a husky and then let him shake over their yard. And no matter how many times, or how hard, or long they shake, they always retain just enough water to shake again, re-soaking all bystanders. And did I mention that wet huskies also shed about 20 pounds of excess dog hair…very, wet dog hair when they go through this procedure? And besides being wet, all of the fur is massively charged with static cling so it targets you, attacks, attaches and doggedly hangs on like cockleburs in the summertime. Still, for reasons best left to professionals in the field, this nice couple decided to give Taz a try. Peter really wanted Taz. I left overjoyed that Taz had someone who would love him in spite of himself.
Prior to even the dogs’ first visit, arrangements had been pre-made to take the adopted dog back after ten days, only for the weekend, due to a previously scheduled trip. During the ensuing week, Peter e-mailed praises and adoration of the dog but mentioned that his wife was disconcerted that Taz had scratched up the front entry and chewed up the carpet by the door. I did recall a small, dark throw rug at the door to wipe one’s feet on.
Upon walking in to pick Taz up, as arranged, I noted that the little rug appeared fine. No, it wasn’t that carpet. It was the custom, wall to wall carpet beneath it. I lifted the little rug and behold…there lay a large, ragged patch of wooden floor surrounded by what used to be a pristine, white carpet in a previous existence. OOPS. As for the door…the 1930s, art deco pocket door, custom-built with the house…uh, let’s just move on, shall we?
Upstairs, in an effort to keep Taz under control, they had borrowed a cage from a neighbor who owned a 100-pound Malamute. The heavy cage had survived the Malamute, but not Taz. Taz had ripped and twisted the metal so badly that the door would no longer close. Having accomplished that Taz, of course, now loved to stay in it, since it could no longer confine him. Through all of this, Peter’s calls and e-mails had been enthused and full of admiration for Taz. However, the brief addendums regarding his wife’s dissatisfaction should have alerted us.
On the day prearranged for his return home to Hollywood Hills, I got the call. It’s like when the wife or mom opens the letter from the government and reads “It is with deep regret that we write to inform you….” Peter sounded quiet, reserved and devastated. His reasons were valid and had little to do with Taz. For several weeks following the fateful call, I received numerous emails from Peter, keeping in touch about Taz, but over time they gradually faded, along with hope and memory.
Damn, it hurts. It hurts, because I care about the dog. It hurts, because it was a great home, and a man who truly wanted and appreciated Taz. It hurts from the trauma of giving him up and now having to go through all of the gut wrenching once again. Perhaps most huskies don’t belong in beautiful, elegant, well-organized environments. They tend to clash with the surroundings. Perhaps that’s why Taz fits in so well with the carnage he creates in our home.
It comes with the territory, with the nature of the beast. The positive point of all this is that, with a Victorian home filled with all manner of wondrous things, when the time comes to finally move, we probably won’t need a fleet of moving vans to carefully pack, crate and delicately transport the treasures. After Taz and the other huskies, all we may really need is a simple bulldozer to finish off the job.
There come two lessons learned by this adventure: First, possessions are temporary and temporal. It’s nice to have, but in the end, it’s just stuff. It gets damaged, lost in fires and floods, and when you die you can’t take it with you. Possibly the greatest pain might be in watching your heirs take your most treasured items and throw them on the lawn with some miniscule price tag on it that makes you spin in your grave.
Secondly, disappointment can be a matter of perception and attitude. I felt hurt, angry and a sense of failure over the situation. Taz, on the other hand, recouped more quickly, seeing himself back with the pack. Dogs don’t live with regrets or blame. Life holds new surprises everyday, no matter where we are or in what circumstance we find ourselves.
At least there was a moment, a memory, and the hope.
Thank you, Peter.
Scott, Robbi, and still with us…TAZ
Animals are such agreeable friends
they ask no questions, they pass no criticisms.
–George Eliot